Hello there.
I'm just bored and decided that I should update my blog.
Yeap, that's how bored I am.
Waiting for New Moon to be buffered. So SLOWW~~

Today's Ayie's big day. N Level results! But I'm sure that
he has done the best he can. I only hope that after he start
schooling again, that he will not forget . I think that there
are bigger things ahead of us that we need to overcome.

I've been playing Halo 2 on his Xbox. Quite fun I would say. 
So long I never play things like on a console kind of thing before.
Ahh~ Good times. Gooood times.

It feels like time flies when you're having Fun. It seems only
yesterday that me and Ayie got together. Now, it's already
December and we are 10 months old and I'm gonna finish
my freshmen year at RP. Wow..~ When I stop to think about it,
I'll be 18 soon too!!

I'm so hungry.

A lot of hibernation for this blog.

Spend boyfriend's birthday at Sentosa. Which is totally last-minute
coz we reach there around 5 to 6PM. Then our friends surprised him
at City Hall. Actually he already found out that there will be a surprise
for him. I'm so not good at hiding birthdays. =.= Anyways, it's the thought
that counts. Thanks Norah for planning the birthday. =) And awesome that
almost everyone came. Sorry to those we forgot. It was super tak sengaje.

Didn't go to school the next day. Too shagged to do cognitive after a whole
day of fun.

I'm in school!
Can you freakin' believe it?
All my idiot friends are still having holidays..
Takpe takpe. Sooner or later they will have to go to school.
I was late, AGAIN. Typical.
Classmates are so not inter-mingling with each other.
Just in teams. Boring...~~

Going to work after school. Such an effed up situation.

Well well well...
Today is such a sleepy day.
Been working my ass off the past few weeks during
the holidays. Earn some extra cash. But now I'm damn
shagged.
Hari Raya was alright. Great to meet some of our cousins
after so long. Yeah well, I'm not that much of a family person
and don't usually go for family gatherings and stuff but it's all good.
On the way home, I saw some Sec 2 kids from my old school.
EE, they wanted to call me and ask for a cigarette I think, and they
called me "Kak! Kak..!" So damn merepek. Sejak bile la aku muke
macam kakak diorang. Hmm, moving on... Then I saw Shafikah's
mum. Talked with her for a while and she invited to come to
her house to beraya.
I lost 3 kg! Alah stakat... ~ Actually I have many things to say,
just that I forgot. Ok lah, nvm lah..
Till next time....

textured rainbow, made from colored wax:)

i met up with an old friend, revealed secrets and stuff.
played with bunga api with mates, did some crazy stuff.
it was fun~
missed my boyfriend. for 2 days maybe three. :'(
the house is clean. for sunday.
it's been raining the past few days. such a gloomy weather.
depressing~

Hello readers, (if I do have any, I'm flattered, no, really)
I just felt like saying something of significance that
actually bears an impact to people instead of just
typing down what I do, who I met, what I felt and bla bla bla,
life goes on, I get it. Let me just say it now.

People who pretend in front and behind the person they
don't really like, really pisses me off. Honestly, I'm talking
about me here. Hey! It's MY blog. I have rights. Anyway, 
you know when you don't like someone, as in not in the
tolerable kind of way, but you don't like that someone, like
hate that person to the guts, but still try and pretend that you
can get along with the person when you are actually
breathing the same oxygen space as them, kinda ticks me off.
Even more so when the person knows that you don't like him.

I just really wanna go up to the person and either
yell irrationally at them about how miserable their life is and how
they are DESPERATE for friends(well, yelling irrationally about FACTS)
OR I just want to beat the
crap out of them. Don't try me, bebeh. I'm fierce(cheh, angan2)
in the mosh pits and I can be that way just one-on-one with the
person too. Only, that won't be the feminine way, in which I'm trying
hard to achieve, and I think at some point I achieved that but
failed to maintain it.

I think that's enough for today. Maybe I will continue on
another topic another day.

It's predictable... all mistakes are liable to repeat
itself, whether on purpose or otherwise. The ground
can never escape the rain, like mistakes are likely
to be repeated, all because we are human and we DO 
make such errors.

But certain mistakes are just unacceptable if it's twice made.
Just unacceptable.

And, what I could not stand is when people preach
what they do not have a clue about. And when I know
more of the story than them, and they're nagging to me
about it like they know everything. I just can't stand it.
I just want to give them a kick in the face and a punch or two.
Friggin'  nonsense I tell you.

Date with boyfriend turned to be Baybeats with friends and
boyfriend too~.. Moshed like no one's business and CLEARLY,
I wasn't in the right gear to mosh. I mean, which girl mosh in
a tank? =.="

Been shagged working opening during the fasting month.
The temptation to drink is so very in my face.
But, I remember what boyfriend about that so I won't.
=D

It's just to say I love youuuu~~

Anyway, I was just looking through some people's photos on
facebook. I actually thought of something that's wise enough,
(at least, to me it was wise) that 'kids' at around 11-14 are
desperately trying to grow old, very fast. They dress like they're
20, smoke like an 18, cuss like a 17. Goes for both girls and
guys.
HAH. Take that, losers.

FINALLY!, after 16 weeks of stupid schooling, I have come
to have HOLIDAYS! Not JUST holidays, a 5-week holiday!!
YAY YAY! On top of that, my holidays will be in the fasting month.
So that's good.
Boyfriend will finish school soon, he just have to pass through
his N levels first.

This saturday gonna be at East Coast Skate Park for his uncle's
Skate4Unity thingy. Finally, got to see that skate park. Heard its
huge....!~

K then. gonna be killing time on my guitar before breaking fast.
byebyebye...

Love is a many, splendored thing love,
Lift us up where we belong, all you need is love.

And I do. All I need is your love, and everything will
be okay, will be wonderful. =) I think that you are
the best thing that has ever happened to me. I do not
know what I'll do without ever having met you.
Yes, sometimes we get into disagreements, but
I know you so much better through them. They made
this relationship real, not a common fairytale.
I love you, Fazri. >.<
AHH *shy!*

Well, today, I was really lucky. I just missed 2 bird shit
poop on my head. I was really near the targets man.
Damn lucky. =)
Missed a few damn awesome gigs the past few weeks.
But it's okay. Spent them with boyfriend instead. Well worth it.

Met up with some old friends during the weekends.
It was a very short duration but just seeing them is quite
alright. Missed them so very much. =)