at some point, relationships can be deceiving. at one point or another you will wonder,
how did i end up with this person? why am i still with that person? do i deserve better?
then you'll shake it off and say "what the hell am i thinking? i love him." but in reality,
you'll always have that doubt buried deep inside your heart and you'll choose to be ignorant
to it. why should 'i love you' be the key you hand over to your partner to let them do
whatever they want to do and you just have to accept them for what it is. for girls, we can't
question, can't talk back, can't be open, and when we cheat on them, it's disaster. but when
they cheat on us, it's no big deal. why should they be any different? why can't we question?
why can't we be blunt honest like they are to us?
i'm just tired of tears rolling down with no stopping.
i'm just tired of pushing away innocent people who have no hand in what others make me feel.
i'm just tired of being weak when i most needed to be strong.
i'm just tired of not having the social life that i have wanted all along with no one even influencing your decisions.
i'm just tired of confining myself to my own when i most need someone to lean on.
i'm just tired of providing what i have to a people who doesn't seem to appreciate what i've done.